A truth has uprooted today. I have been hurt and disappointed by friends, family, and loved ones so many times that, I’ve realized subconsciously I EXPECT it from everyone I come in contact with. It’s hard for me to get close to others and fully trust. I have lost my vulnerability. When I was vulnerable with people that I thought would not judge me or spread my “business” and personal things I’ve told them they did exactly that. I want my vulnerability back.